Here is a something I was given in rehab that I would like to share with you. Ask yourself the question – “If this were a person would you want, or allow, them into your life”?
I hate anyone who has a Programme and I hate Meetings and Higher Powers.
To all who come into contact with me I wish you death and suffering. Allow me to introduce myself; I am the disease of addiction, cunning, baffling, powerful and endlessly patient. That’s me! I have killed millions and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise; I love pretending that I am your friend and lover.
I have given you comfort have I not? Wasn’t I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn’t you call on me and I was there? I love to make you hurt and I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love it when I make you so numb you can neither cry nor hurt; you can’t feel anything at all and this is true glory for me. I will give you instant gratification and all I ask is for your long term suffering!
I’ve been there for you always, when things were going well in your life you invited me in. You said you didn’t deserve these good things and I was the only one who agreed with you. Together we were able to destroy all the good things in your life.
People don’t take me seriously. They take strokes, heart attacks, diabetes, cancer and aids seriously, fools that they are, but they don’t know that without my help some of these things would not be possible.
I’m such a hated disease and yet I do not come uninvited; you choose to have me; so many have chosen me over reality and peace.
Your Programme, your Meetings, your Higher Power all weaken me and I can’t function in the manner I am accustomed to. Now I must like here quietly, plotting my revenge. You don’t see me, but I am growing bigger than ever, just biding my time, patiently waiting, waiting to kill you.
When you only exist, I live! When you live I only exist.
But I am here until we meet again —— YOU CHOOSE!